Thursday, April 28, 2011

mind n body, breakdown


lamak dah xlemah mcm tok ilak.. system body down habis.. muka nang pucat.. alhamdulillah xda pengsan.. ada jwak asa dikit p dlawan blt.. since adek laki mek diam ngn kmk, start bz everyday.. setiap hari ada keja mok dpolah.. n keja x abis2.. rumah mok sentiasa bersih coz my lil bro, huzey got astma since he was 2 years old.. but now dh besar jarang knk... till nya pindah ctok.. nya mala berkasik.. n lung stat bunyi kedak mok astma.. i worry to much.. coz kmk yang jaga nya suma.. mak bpk d miri nun.. cmok lah polah mak bpk bgg n tauk mun huzey ada mok kenak asthma... then alhamdulillah.. my other sister dewi, dah blt ctok.. so it's more easy for me to handle some stuff.. turn by turn molah keja.. cooking, send n fetch my lil bro to college.. alhamdulillah.. asal plan d rancang sebaiknya n consider each other.. ;)

but today, rtok nang breakdown.. dr pagi marek crk cne tuju tadika for bayar kursus.. then tghari amik huzey.. g paxon meli cermin.. g pustaka drop books.. g emart meli ayam.. smpy umah kol 2. masak kurma for adek mek sorang gik sara.. coz nya dtg kuch from miri.. masak awal b4 amik sara kol 5.. jam nang trok.. lutut nang sakit.. mun auto tek adoh senang gik.. dah amik tek.. lps magrib, agak umah aisha, mok tgk baby mai.. then kol 9 mlm pegi movie with sara n shah.. blt umah pukol 12 tghmlm.. alu knk gastrik.. coz xda mkn.. mok mkn tp dh ngantok ilak.. alu mbak tito jak nahan sakit mlm tek.. dah pagi tek bgn kol 5, bsiap kol 7 anta sara g apot.. nya g kl with her frens.. then lekak anta.. kol 9 agak shichi kejap.. lamak xtemu nya jwak.. tym ya dh sober abis.. blt umah smpey kol 10 lebih, on9 kejap.. then tito.. hp mala bunyi msg.. alu x tito mena.. bj kebaya dah siap utk ari ahad tok.. so mesti mok amik jwak rtok.. nyawa nang lemah ilak2.. terpaksa jwklah.. cun dewi mtk pegi bank sama2.. (exhausted) now dh blt umah.. alhamdulillah.. blt umah mok ilek jak.. tq dewi kerana memahami keadaan mek.. nya gik tgh masak for dinner lak.. tq dear dewi ;)
d apot.. sara fly to kl this morning.. bye sara.. miss u again..




* need multivitamin supplement for my body *


2 comments:

Iz.Eusof (Abg Stalker) said...

awk yg sulung eh?kesian..sy fhm apa yg awk tulis ni. :)bz gle eh.manja huzey..asthma mmg kne duk tmpt bersih je jauh dr habuk.pandai awk masak kurma..da bole kwin.

eVa said...

iz : yup sulung.. hehe.. masak simple2 jak.. xdelah pandai sangat.. hehe..

haah.. rumah kene salu bersih dr habuk..